In Kansas | John Burnside
In Kansas
your breath returning,
love replenishing itself.
Allison Funk
I Datura
It’s warm enough
to sit out on the porch
till late:
the windows
all along this street
burning out
one by one
till only the moon
and the saw-toothed pumpkins
set out in the yards
are visible
as if the town
had finally succumbed
to magic
— and what if the moon
and the ocean
are one long
conversation?
surely the same applies
to prairie
something tidal in the grass
coming to light
first here
then out amongst
the angel’s trumpets,
ice-white in the dark,
a wavelength
given form along a fence
and asked to stand
for spirits not yet known
but sensed
the way the wind
belongs to us
if only for a moment
as it fills
a sleepless head with music
or a taste
for distance
when we rise to go inside
and something else arrives
to claim the dark.
II Moon
These are the autumn nights
we learn from books
a Chinese moon
suspended in the sky
our bodies warm
and graceful in the dark
as if we had stepped sideways
into something
animal: the new scent on our hands
conjured from grass and water
and flecked with blood;
the gradual shift
from one form to the next
so visible in every glint and slide
it makes me wonder
why a soul would want
the same again,
why anyone would go
to life eternal
given all this sweet
proliferation:
salt to dreaming salt,
the long exchange
of memory and warmth
that guides the Arctic tern
from pole to pole
as surely as it guides us
to the bank.
There is nothing we know
for sure
and nothing much
we care to know
beyond this moment’s span,
the one thing we might have said
if we had to speak
is how the body
leaves itself behind
in rivers and storms,
caresses and empty rooms,
and each of us knows the other
as water knows
the bodies it transforms
and then surrenders:
fingers, the curve of the throat,
the windless
undertow of watergreen
and void
that waits to be re-entered
like a vow.
It makes me wonder
why we ever think
of anything
beyond this ebb and flow
III Salt
or why Xenocrates,
that sullen Greek,
would picture us
as shadows on the moon
between the life we have
and that to come.
I wonder if he thought
our other souls
were real, half-human,
standing in the light,
dusted
with silver
and barely a flicker of wings
at their crippled shoulders,
I wonder
if they seemed to him
benevolent, or ghostly,
true, or false,
gathered together
for warmth and conversation,
twins to the living souls
they would replace,
remembering
the fragrance of a rose,
the weight of snow,
or how an apple falls
forever
on the cusp of afternoon.
Surely he would have
known enough to guess
that souls live in the dark,
like fleas, or mice,
and these, our other selves,
are neither vague nor pale,
but utterly substantial
when they swarm
in hundreds,
on the far side of the moon,
cunning, feral,
waiting to be born,
no more or less like us
than rocks, or sand,
but marked with a slipknot of blood
for the world to come:
its salt and rain, its feasts,
its widowhood.
- January 15 2012 | - Read More →

